Entry: a loner June 24, 2005



   Certain things in life agitate me. The sound of food being chewed, feet, watching a movie twice, and the dog barking.  And when people are being loud and obnoxious. I cant handle these things. They make me frustrated and give me anxiety, because I know that I cannot escape from them. I dont know why, but thats what happens.
  And right now in the other room, people are being loud and annoying, and the dog is barking. Im trying to refrain from flipping out. Now you might be like, ohh just chill out Alissa. But seriously, they just get on my nerves. I like quiteness, and I like being by myself. Thats who God made me.

mmmmmmm. Anyways, my goals, ya know the ones I talked about yesterday are coming along ok. I had a hard time waking up this morning. Umm I got up at noon. So that might be the hardest thing about summer. Waking up in the morning.
   Im reading this book about Mister Rogers and His Faith, and its really good. Its actually given me some insight and challened me spiritaully and relationally. I know It sounds dorky, but its a good book.

                    "You are Loved...........................And so are they."


Talking about how most people only get the first half of this truth in their life. But the second part of it makes it a whole truth. (they means everyone else in the world) I dont know about you, but I think thats deep.


-Alissa-
[excuse my weird mood today]

   6 comments

Marry
September 16, 2005   03:35 AM PDT
 
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clare
June 29, 2005   07:15 AM PDT
 
hey, thanks for stopping by my blog, www.neverbeenkissed.blogdrive.com

i stopped posting there already but i do have another blog at www.thewildcard.blogspot.com ;) i don't know about my thoughts being deep and real, but thank you for your comment!
alissa
June 27, 2005   10:07 AM PDT
 
thanks for the helpful suggestion madie. Taking a walk sounds like something that would work for me.
xmadiekx
June 26, 2005   07:28 PM PDT
 
i totally know how you feel when you get anoyed, that happens to me too. just take a walk or somthing to calm down and be with yourself. i love driving and singing, that makes me feel good. find what works for you.

love and God bless,
*~madie~*
alissa
June 25, 2005   06:51 PM PDT
 
mhmm. your right dave.
-lays down on couch and begins to...fall asleep.- just kidding.

My mom calls me the noise police.

........Yeah good point about making things bigger than they are. As soon as i concentrate on something else, I dont have a problem with these things. But once I make a big deal about them in my mind, i just spiral from there. I will be working on keeping myself in check with the noise thing. ...Thanks for sharing.

-alissa-
Daveman
June 25, 2005   03:22 PM PDT
 
Ah - Lay down on ze couch unt tell Dr. Daveman all about et...., (just kidding)

I've been through the same things - sort of. My Dad smacks and chews and it drives me up the walls and always has.
BUT - when channel my attention elsewhere the gross noises suddenly lose its impact. Know what I mean? And as my daughter pointed out to me, I make noises too. Not to make you self conscious, but to get you (like myself) to realize we make things bigger than what they really are.

The loud and abnoxious issues - sometimes the above works, sometimes not. Put your mind in the bible, in a book, or plug in a christian cd ..., call a friend and chew the fat.

And finally ask the Lord to help you with these things. Hope this helps ya. *hugs*

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